Immemorial Musing

It’s been a while again. For whatever reason, I just had Immemorial Musing on the back burner, like every other time I take a long break between posts here.

Unfortunately, I did not write much down throughout October.

It’s always a big month for me, with my birthday, Halloween, and, for this month in particular, many different feelings in it.

I did have a small part written on my birthday, which was this:

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It’s my birthday.

Every year, it feels less and less special.

I didn’t feel like planning anything, even though for months I was thinking of what I would want to do.

I just don’t have the desire to do many things.

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The emotions around my birthday are usually not great.

I think of writing here often, I remind myself to almost every other day, but I just don’t feel like I have enough material to write.

Well, I just wanted to get something out for now. We’ll see what my next post brings us.

-Immemorial Musing