Immemorial Musing

I haven’t been as active here lately. There are so many things in my mind right now that I can’t write about anything. I actually have tried to write a post here a couple times this week. This specific sentence now is from another few days later actually.

First and foremost, I wasn’t planning on Immemorial Musing being more of my emotional thoughts. It’s not a bad thing, but I can’t focus on other topics lately. I have also been really active with my hobby, which is actually pretty much the only thing I do. That last sentence itself is a precursor for this next part.

I don’t feel like much. By that I mean I don’t feel like I am worth much. I’m just not sure of what I’m even capable of. I don’t work, I graduated college but I haven’t done anything related to it since, and I don’t know what I want to, or think I even can, do.

I have never really had aspirations, or at least “practical” ones. Nowadays, I really don’t know what I even want.

Actually, I can’t write anymore. There’s some feeling stopping me from writing, the same feeling that has made me inactive here for a little while. Maybe I’ll continue this in another post one day.

-Immemorial Musing