Immemorial Musing

Finally, the first post of 2026.

It’s too bad that it’s not in a positive light.

How am I supposed to be happy? How is anyone supposed to be happy?

The world is not a good place.

This isn’t just thinking negatively or only seeing the negative things in life.

The fact that so many bad, cruel, evil things happen every day, just in general, takes away so much of the good in this world.

Here in the United States, the news is unbearable at this point.

I never cared about politics, and I still don’t, but what’s happening isn’t even about politics anymore. It’s about hatred.

Killing is horrible. No matter the situation or the reason, it affects everyone negatively. Families are hurt, victims are forgotten over time, and the world just goes on.

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I have never liked reality.

Throughout my life, I have always fantasized about anything outside of reality. I wanted magic, fantasy, just any feeling that was better than anything you can feel in this world.

As I have gotten older, my disliking of reality has gotten worse. How am I supposed to want this reality? How can I want to be in this world?

My motivation has been as low as ever still.

When everything you want is outside of reality, it’s impossible to want anything real.

-Immemorial Musing