Immemorial Musing

I’ve been at a loss for words lately. My mood has been more down in the past few days.

What am I supposed to do if I’m not motivated to do anything? Am I even “supposed” to do anything?

I’m just not sure what to do about anything. I don’t even know what my options are.

I feel like I need some type of universal force to intervene in my life at this point.

There are so many little things that I don’t do anymore, and so many things that I don’t feel the desire to do.

Why is just existing so hard? Why do I feel so much guilt? It’s unbearable.

I even feel bad about Immemorial Musing becoming more of a personal journal, instead of the more philosophical contemplation I wanted to have.

-Immemorial Musing