Immemorial Musing

Empathy.

Nihilism.

Depression.

Obsessive compulsive disorder.

In this current phase of my life, I’ve wanted to be assigned labels to be able to bluntly describe my qualities, and struggles too.

Today I learned that there is a word that can describe my lifelong lack of motivation.

Incongruity.

This is the state of things not being harmonious. In terms of mental health, it equates to your inner self and outer self not matching. It can contribute to many inner conflicts, as it can affect many aspects of your perception of yourself.

Self-worth, confidence, and motivation can all plummet because of incongruity, and that is what I’m using to describe myself.

Lately, I’ve felt like my lack of motivation has really been negatively affecting me.

Well, I never imagined that my low motivation could get even lower.

Immemorial Musing is surprisingly one of the few things that I want to do and actually do.

Maybe this really is my true inner self.

-Immemorial Musing