Immemorial Musing

So, to continue from yesterday’s post, my obsessive tendencies have so much control on my mind.

It makes every single thing I do complicated. It makes me not even want to do things as simple as turning on a light switch.

It’s like I need it to feel “right”. That’s it. There’s no other way I can explain it.

There are times when it gets so troublesome, when I’m just repeating the same button press or something, that it just overwhelms me. I either have to give up for a minute, or the rare occasion that I force myself to be okay with it and move on.

It’s really debilitating.

It prevents me from doing so many things in my everyday life.

I really just want to understand it at the very least.

Sometimes, I just imagine how much clearer my head could be if I didn’t have this trouble.

-Immemorial Musing