Immemorial Musing

I’m struggling to find anything that gives me drive or motivation.

Feelings of guilt, jealousy, fantasy, and hopelessness are becoming too much.

I’m losing my dreams.

What can I look forward to? It seems like nothing is going to make me do anything.

Throughout my daily life, I get these flashes of “what’s the point?” and “this won’t matter anyway”. How am I supposed to want to do anything?

Also, I still am thinking about my story I want to write, but I’m not sure what to do to start it.

I have the ideas, but do I just try to start writing? Or should I introduce my ideas here first. If you’re interested, let me know what step I should take first.

-Immemorial Musing