Immemorial Musing

I’m spiraling right now.

You know what, I don’t want to write.

This is a serious warning.

I’m going to paste what I wrote in my notes before this post, and it’s bad. Really bad.

I need to find a way to relax and calm my mind, so I’m going to leave this post here with my note under this.

-Immemorial Musing

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Can it all be over already

I’m a wasted life. I hate my life.

Seeing other people be successful, be popular, be happy,

It makes me want to gouge my eyes out

I want to run

I want to run away and never stop

I want it all to end

Please

I want to die

I can’t go back so I want to die

I can’t do it over

It’s gone 

All my time is up