Immemorial Musing

I’m always so productive at night. I start having all these ideas at night, and there’s the things that I already wanted to get done that day, so there’s just not enough time.

I even want to play new games or watch new shows at night. It’s so extreme that, at night, I only feel like playing games that I already have that I still have not played yet.

There’s so much to do, and I don’t explore enough of it. Not only is there not enough time, but then I start to think about just how much there really is that I think about exploring.

Right now, it’s 3:13 am. I want to be up at 9:45 am, which is already MUCH earlier than usual for me. And now, with all of these things that I want to do, it’s just making me stay up later.

It’s so hard for me to balance time for all of these reasons. And on top of that, I also have so much trouble sleeping, which I talked about in previous posts. Recently, I have been learning to just go with the flow and stay up if I really want, but that all changes when I have to wake up early.

I might not get sleep, since I’m already on the verge of being nocturnal.

-Immemorial Musing