Immemorial Musing

There is something that makes up an immense part of my mind. Similar to my thoughts on honesty in a previous post I wrote here, a topic that is part of my mind’s core is time.

Time is such a difficult thing for me to handle. There are different things about time that make my mind spiral sometimes.

First, and this is what made me think of writing this post right now, is that I want to utilize my time more efficiently by multitasking. This turns into trying to do more than one thing basically at all times, which then already presents a different problem.

Because then, my need to multitask discourages me to do other things that require more attention. I don’t watch shows or movies very often at all because of this, and this is what made me think of writing this post and introducing this topic. Right now, I found myself wanting to watch shows that I haven’t seen in a long time, but I would want to sit and only focus on watching the show. On top of that, I used to at least watch some shows and movies years ago, and now I think about exploring media that I missed or current things that I might like, but I already discourage myself from rewatching things that I already loved.

Ok, that was a long sentence. But that’s the introduction of my difficulty to balance time. Hopefully, right now after writing this, I am going to watch a show.

-Immemorial Musing