Immemorial Musing

I have been feeling so overwhelmed lately.

I don’t normally go out often, at least not in the past few years, and lately, all of a sudden, I’m being pushed by my family to go out almost everyday.

Now to be clear, this can just be something like going out to lunch, and that’s it for a day. Nonetheless, it’s been too much for me at times.

I have had a short social battery for a long time now. I think I have always been this way, but as a kid I guess I just did what my parents wanted, like extended family gatherings for example, and waited to go home and have time to myself.

It feels like my battery has been crushed, as if it overheated and just exploded.

But, it’s weird, it’s not the worst feeling.

I’ve been overwhelmed multiple times in the past few years in this way, but this time, it doesn’t feel bad to go out still.

To be clear again, it still feels overwhelming, but for whatever reason, I feel like I’m powering through it this time.

And a completely random note to end this post on, I normally am writing on here very late, like 3 am. I didn’t feel like writing for the past couple days, and right now it’s almost 11pm. I just thought it was funny that it feels like I’m writing a post “early”.

-Immemorial Musing